The last time I visited her was sometime in June, and she looked great -- nice skin color, pink lips, healthy-looking hair -- she even had the energy to make little jokes. Her mom told me that they were about to start radiation and chemo therapy and I'd had such high hopes that she'd be able to pull through.
I hadn't been able to visit her until today and I was shocked at the change during that one month that I hadn't seen her. She looked shrunken and tired, and her beautiful, shiny long hair was gone. She had on a breathing apparatus and she couldn't talk but she would nod or speak with her eyes when she responded. I had to stop myself from crying when I approached her, and now that I'm writing about it I have to stop the tears again.
There are moments during certain days when I remember her and I feel like giving in and bursting into tears. I'm having such a hard time dealing with it, accepting it. It doesn't seem real. It doesn't seem possible that someone as young as her could suffer from something so horrible. She just got married barely two years ago and they were trying to have a baby. It's unfair. She's such a good person - one of the best people I know.
Despite everything though, her spirit remains intact. There's been an outpouring of prayers, love and support for her and her family. That won't stop until she gets stronger and better. I'm hopeful. God is faithful and nothing is impossible with Him.
Hi Laya,
ReplyDeleteMy grandma and a aunt also had a breast cancer a couple of years ago. They both cured and are perfectly well now.
I wish you the best for her. Treatments have improved a lot nowadays. Chemo therapy is poison for cells, that includes cancerous ones.
Thank you, Ruben. I hope my friend gets through this. I know it's not true but sometimes I think it's the chemo that kills, not the cancer. :(
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